REVELATION

THIS is a very special edition of my not-so-daily blog. its 8:42am and i have been thinking really hard on what to write. I'm writing this at home and since i woke up this morning around 5:30 i started constructing issues to tackle. Ever since, I've been trying hard to maintain a sense of privacy and i'm a person who doesn't like to talk much about personal issues. But i realized that as i get older and dumber i seem to talk endlessly which is quite contradicting. when i created this blog, my sole purpose was to comment on norman's blog. But as i write, this simple blog became a solace from all dilemmas that i feel. Everytime i write a new entry, i don't mind any English criticism especially grammar isues because i thought no one will read this. it literally became my diary.

I thought i was so discreet in keeping this memoir away from speculative eyes. Here, i can be myself and shed any chip on my shoulders. i have bared almost all my secrets here. And because of that, i kept this blog like an infant on a mother's arms. unfortunately, someone deciphered the code. My top secret in now exposed.

It's sooo wierd and i'm soo weird!!! well, its just that...since last night i've been tossing around, toying with whatever ideas that come across my ind. i literally freaked out on Dennis' back seat when cheryl pop out the million dollar statement. I don't know what to do at that moment. i thought i was soo careful. mmmmm....i can't be a secret agent anymore. As the saying goes. "don't CON A CON" I should have heightened up the security but its too late. The NAZI penetrated wall...but before i continue this insanity i think i should clarify a few things to this guy.