happy valentine's day!!!

it's Valentine's day and i'll be celebrating this day with books. I did'nt see Mr. wierdo since he has a duty.So here's a poem from the movie TURN LEFT TURN RIGHT, hope you'll enjoy it!!!!

Love at First Sight
by Wislawa Szymborska

They both thoughtthat a sudden feeling had united themThis certainty is beautiful,Even more beautiful than uncertainty.

They thought they didn't know each other,nothing had ever happened between them,These streets, these stairs, this corridors,Where they could have met so long ago?I would like to ask them,if they can remember -perhaps in a revolving doorface to face one day?

A "sorry" in the crowd?"Wrong number" on the 'phone?- but I know the answer.No, they don't remember.How surprised they would beFor such a long time alreadyFate has been playing with them.

Not quite yet readyto change into destiny,which brings them nearer and yet further,cutting their pathand stifling a laugh,escaping ever further;There were sings, indications,undecipherable, what does in matter.

Three years ago, perhapsor even last Tuesday,this leaf flyingfrom one shoulder to another?Something lost and gathered.

Who knows, perhaps a ball alreadyin the bushes, in childhood?There were handles, door bells,where, on the trace of a hand,another hand was placed;suitcases next to one another in theleft luggage.

And maybe one night the same dreamforgotten on walking;But every beginningis only a continuationand the book of fate isalways open in the middle.

moments with you...

That funny face you make,
takes my sadness without a trace

You make me laugh with so much glee
yet i feel i have to hide the real me

When I'm with you I feel so alive
That a moment without you turns day into night.

But Alas!, this has to end
So that my heart don't need to be mend

a new found light...

After I received my midterm grades I felt torn into pieces. It’s like I have thrown my future into the ocean. I was so depressed, but I realised that I should not give up because the game isn’t over yet. I felt that there was something missing in my life and that is my personal connection with God. I have realised that I could not face the challenges alone and I need him beside when I make decisions that will shape my future. After our second quiz, I really felt his presence it’s as if he took the test with me and I felt crying at that moment as he unfold his presence to me….

Now, I can say that I’m gradually changing my ways. Jan told me “ wala na kay karamay les” but I told him that he was wrong that I still have God with me….

a sad farewell...

... annyong, oppa...

my heart aches to know that you are leaving, and i don't need that news now because i'm fighting my own battle. You have been my inspiration and will always be. i know that you don't me but i'm hoping someday we'll work together and you'll know my name.
I WANT TO EXPRESS MYSELF SO I DONT CARE IF YOU FIND IT MUSHY OR WHAT:

nORMANshii....annyong...
it is sad to know that in this small world i can only see you from afar. Never have i imagine that this feeling i have would grow into something more complicated than NASA's new findings.he!he! wierdo!....well,that's really something to puke for. Never wrote that kind of crap before.Maybe my hormones are just too high for now.

Lovers in Paris OST *Gojimar*
Sesangen andoenunge idajyohan saram saranghanun maumgwamiwohanun maum giphi sumgir sun obna bwayoGudega jigum daga oneyonan gujo wemyon haryo haneyone maumun imi gude ane inundeManhi mojaran negenomchinun sarangur jugoosorphun naui nongdameno munkhun soriro usojuneyoGude jamshi shwio gado doeyogude gunyang suchyo gado doeyojigum gudeui gu jarin hangsangbiyosso gie nan goenchanhayoManhi mojaran negenomchinun sarangur jugoosorphun naui nongdameno munkhun soriro usojuneyoGude jamshi shwio gado doeyogude gunyang suchyo gado doeyojigum gudeui gu jarin hangsangbiyosso gie nan goenchanhayoGureyo nanun gojimarur haneyo wo~gude obshi nan...Gude jamshi shwiogaji marayogude gunyang suchyogaji marayoJigum gudeui gu jarir biuji marajwoyo onje kajinaSesangen nomu himdunge ijyohan sarang giphi sarang harsurognar wiheso hangsang ibyorur junbiheyahan danun gor...

It's a very sad song especially the melody. And i interpret this as a song for those who are hopeful the person they love will love them in return. The song inspired me to write this.Am i hopeful? maybe but i know that it will never happen. you said that you'll stop flirting and wait for the right one to come and i hope you'll find her because you deserve to be happy.

i think someone should pour some cold water on me.it has been a chaotic week for me and it ended with Norman's thing.